twenty in my february *

yesterday was my birthday. i'm twenty years old now !
in this age, i'll call my self as an adult not as a teener again ;)
may be in other situation, i must be wise to solve my problem.
of course with an adult's ways. truly, i feel, i'm at second step of my life.
twenty is other part of my life for me that make me to thingking about the future.
what am i going to do right now? and what is my resolution for the next?
could i reach my desire? these are some questions that i doubt how to answer.
but i just want my parents know that i would to do anything for them to make them
happy in their life. even, i know that i couldn't reply their lovely and their effort for me
until whenever. i just can pray and hope to God in every my praying for the best wishes for them. please, allow us to get success and be some people that useful for others, God.

20.02.2011

 

 
at 00.00 o'clock, my ex-classmate, Hestiara sent me a message. she said "happy birthday" and hope the best everything for me. a few minute later, my best friend at jogja, Ryana, sent me a message, too that almost same contents like message before. i just read and always say "amin" when i was read it. after that, my little friend, Puji, also sent me message to say happy birthday to me. my eyes couldn't sleep in a sweet dream this night. i don't know why. i feel so weak with my condition. a hours later, finally, he sent me message, too. i think that he forgot about my day but i wrong. he still care with me. he said some promise to me. i just feel happy to read it. when i think that he was so far away from me before, but this night, he came and made me surprised with this. and now, i know that there are so many friends that still care to me :) and i love it, very very love it!

when i count my age with my finger, i can't do it alone anymore. i have to 'borrow' my friend's finger to do it. it means that i still need them until whenever even until close my eyes. so that, i wont to make them dissapointed. if i could to help them, i'll do. for me, they (friends) like water for plants and wind for flowers.

today, i got two "wishes cake" from my bestiest :))

i hope i can reach my resolution and be the one who useful for each other,  amin!

thanks alot for people around me !